Where Did The Night Go?

If you can't tell by the title of this post, I didn't get much sleep last night... Cael was very active and outside noises didn't assist sleep in any way at all... And I hear it only gets worse from here... Greeeeeaaaattttt...

I have to be at class in an hour. Should I be using that hour for sleep? YES. Am I able to use it for sleep? Unfortunately, no due to a kicking baby. Woo-freaking-hoo...

I will be very glad when I can see Cael and hold him because once he is out of my stomach he can enjoy the company of Grandma Diane (my mother) when I just can't deal with the crying anymore. The kicking right now can't be remedied, but irritations later on can be. That sounds mean though... I think I'm just too frustrated to make sense of things.

Last night's dinner was spaghetti, which Brad defined as "orgasmic." I thought it went pretty well, considering the water for the pasta wouldn't come to a boil (I KNOW! That messed up stove is so stupid!) and the sauce, which I kept on setting 2, boiled. We also had microwaved corn and canned pears. All in all, it really wasn't a bad meal. We ate our meal while watching Star Wars Episode 3, which made it very enjoyable indeed.

Life Plans

I got done writing out a four-year plan for my college career and boy, was it CONFUSING. So many things to take in so little time... And this plan doesn't even include graduate school... Blah

I've uploaded another video on YouTube as well. Cael got the hiccups and it was so funny that I just had to record it. Due to lighting conditions, you can't see it very well but it's still a good video to watch.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBSGeJBONpg

Right now, Cael is being pretty quiet. Hopefully he's "napping." He was a little too active during my classes yesterday and during my meeting with Sheila today.

All the sirens going by our apartment makes me nervous for some reason... I'm not sure why though...

Last night I had a slight meltdown. I didn't want to be the mommy anymore, I wanted to be the baby. The baby has no responsibilities and doesn't have to deal with classes or any problems at all. But Brad thinks differently. He said that being the mommy is the best thing because Cael will always need his mommy. If I'm the mommy, I get to do things that a baby couldn't do, like hold the baby and love the baby. Brad always knows what to say to make things better.